It is now a couple weeks into summer vacation, and I haven't really accomplished much. I'm taking an online class which is a terrible decision on my part because I don't like working on it. I'm not really motivated to teach myself and the class is worth 100 points so there's no room for mess ups unfortunately and more unfortunately, I'm not doing too swift in the class as of right now. Stupid class. Thankfully it will be over in like 4 weeks.
On the other side of things, I recently got a new tat. It's a dove holding an olive branch. I love it. For each of my tats, there is a meaning behind it, a biblical meaning. This one if from Noah and the ark. When there was the flood, Noah sent out a dove a couple times and the final time, it came back with an olive branch. This represents hope and that the Lord will provide for you and that everything will be ok. The dove symbolizes the Holy Spirit and I just love the feeling of having the Holy Spirit with me wherever I go.
On another note, I'm currently sick with a cold or something, I'm not allergic to anything yet (this is getting graphic) when I blow my nose, it is clear, so it must not be a cold. It must be some type of allergies. How can I have allergies if I'm not allergic to anything? That's just my body, always doing weird things....Anyway, we're trying to sell our kittens. All 11 of them but it's been hard. I was informed that there is a ring of people in Grand Rapids who have boa constrictors and feed their snakes kittens and puppies that they pick up for free from people. Of course they lie and say, "Oh we just moved here and have 3 children and they would love some kittens or puppies." That is so terrible. It disgusts me that people would take precious little baby animals and feed them to a snake. Snakes can eat other things. Don't let them eat kittens and puppies. And changing the subject again, I recently have looked at my bank account not trying to freak out but there are just so many expenses. It's terrible. I'm trying to figure out if I'll have enough money to buy books for school, pay rent for fall, and all of that when I know that the Lord will provide. Why do I always forget God? It's silly of me. Why should I worry about anything. Obviously the Lord has provided for me this long so why would He stop? Why would such an awesome and loving God stop providing? I can't believe I'm typing this because I'm speaking to myself at this very moment. Wow.....I think that will be my lesson for today. Trust that God will provide. When a God like ours loves us so much that He would send His Son to die for us, what does that say about Him? Seriously. We have nothing to fear.
"Preserve me, Oh God, for in Thee do I put my trust." Psalms 16:1
Leah, I love you. You are such a beautiful person, inside and out. Don't stress out about the class. You'll do fine :) I know it's hard not to stress though. Just do your best, that's all anyone can ask for.
ReplyDeleteAs you can see, my blog is finally working but I still have to write my first entry. It will be coming soon, so watch out for it.
I'll talk to you sometime today, probably.
Love you!
Thanks Kalee! You are so amazing! I'm so thankful to God that I have a friend (twin)like you in my life :)
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